Tuesday, March 26, 2019

Haters and how to face them

Hi my dearest readers, today i'm going to talk about haters.. well haters are actually everywhere and we don't actually have any reasonable ways to stop them hating on us.. well haters gonna hate right?... so tonight i'm going to share about my thoughts towards the hatred world based on my own experience.. once ago, i was that girl who really scared if someone had bad thoughts or vangeance against me.. i'm really scared because i don't like the relationship that we currently bond with them.. demolished just like that.. but now, as i'm growing older, i don't feel doing that matters anymore because after all these times I always put my priorities on other person first and then let myself being the last one... i hate feeling useless and invicible.. i want to be noticed as a friendly kid and cheerful.. who always make all the people around me happy whenever they approached me.. i want to be that kind of kid... i love being happy without any hate lingering around me.. based on my own life, whenever i tried my best, there will be always those who felt unamused with me... i literally don't know why but they really good coming up with odd reasons to let my spirit down.... Honestly i'm a spiritful girl and very energetic but whenever i approached people.. especially my relatives... they see me as a weird person instead.. because most of my cousins are taciturn and serious unlike me who is very boisterous and quite annoying (i guess)

Like one of my cousins, he was considered as the 'smartest' member in the family and apparently he didn't get full a's in his exam but the result was still good... every single freaking family members seemed like workshipping him.. whenever he asked them to do something.. they always obeyed his orders (urghh i hate him) and to be the story actually, i apparently got full a's for that exam and quite proud with my achievement because i could surpassed him (haha your throne had been taking over) and instead of congrulating me he said i'm arrogant for my result.. what the heck man... are you jealous?

Hate always gonna follow us whenever we go in this world.. the only key for it is PATIENCE. Yeah just let them be.. they are not matter in our life rigjt? Be our own self amd don't try living as another persona..it hurts a lot when you disguished your true colours.. just let all colours burst and shine above the sky like arainbow 🌈


Tuesday, March 12, 2019

SPM 2018 Result's Day

Hi ! Dear beloved readers.. there are roughly around 2 nights more before the SPM's result annoucement day and I'm here really scared of my result and how it will turns out soon.. I don't know how to express my 'scaredness'. Sometimes, I do feel that I don't need to think about it that much but my brain seemed like screaming at me and forced me to have a little bit of feelings towards the result... i literallly don't know what to feel..  Just want to let you guys know that we can actually register for our UPU on this website http://upu.moe.gov.my/web/

Image result for exam result

I already registered for my UPU, what about you? I hope you already registered it too :). I really hope my result will turns out OK or as what my parents expected..I don't know what else to write.. 
So, bye and always remember don't ever mourn over something that already happened.